He was trembling due to how hard he cried.My hands were still loosened next to my body.I was still shocked by,once again seeing the new side of Nezumi I have never seen before. I thought he was going to loose his grip a little bit,but he kept squeezing me until he surrounded the whole surface of my neck. His hands were wrapped tight around my neck and if I hadn't know it was him I would have thought someone was trying to kill me. He literally jumped on me,but getting used to this I did not fall down. Saying this last words,he showed me his face,that had the most painful and the most honest smile I have ever seen. We were separated for so long,yet he is going to be taken away from me once again. It was almost as if they were haunting me. These words continued popping up in my head constantly. ''Sorry Shion,I am just so.so happy that i am able to spend my last days with you like this.Thank you.Thank you so much.'' He let go of my hand and with both hands he tried hiding his face. I looked in Nezumi's face that was drowning in tears. My look was still focused on the ground,and I noticed a little drop falling on the ground. Why was I looking at my shoes you wonder?I don't have a single clue. I lowered my view onto my shoes which were not appropriate for this opportunity one bit,but I still wore them. I said,placing my hand gently on his,intertwining our fingers.His hand was so soft,and at the same time sweaty.I could see he was nervous for some reason but I didn't realize why. ''Sorry Nezumi I couldn't seem to understand what was it that you wanted from me.'' He was looking really mad and embarrassed,and as much as I hated seeing him mad,I kinda loved teasing him like this,even though I did not do it on purpose.I seriously had no idea what did he want until he said it pretty clearly. I almost jumped by the surprise of the meaning of that sentence as well as the loudness and tone he used. "SHION YOU FUCKING DUMBASS JUST HOLD MY DAMN HAND ALREADY.'' Eventually silence followed by our footsteps was broke by him yelling: I walked like that not knowing what to do but he kept doing it. We walked side by side and i noticed Nezumi was making some undefined moves with his hand,only to turn my view to his face that was blushing like crazy. I can't seem to imagine calling that house mine anymore. I never noticed 'till now how much i loved saying 'our' home.Every time i said it it made me happy and somehow embarrassed. It does not store any personal data.Festival ended and it was obviously time for us to go back to our home. The cookie is set by the GDPR Cookie Consent plugin and is used to store whether or not user has consented to the use of cookies. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Performance". This cookie is set by GDPR Cookie Consent plugin. The cookie is used to store the user consent for the cookies in the category "Other.
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